This is it............

this is the close of my baby making chapter! No more pregnancy tests, no more belly, no more newborns to hold! Wow! Insane! I am 30 almost 31 and completely done with this stage of my life. It's crazy to think I am done. I just love bringing these new little people home to snuggle with and love! I love being a mom and even though it really does have it's moments motherhood is such a HUGE and wonderful blessing! It's a massive calling and I hope I am doing a good job. I love these kids so much and life would be boring without them! BUT knowing I'm done feels good too in a way! It's weird, even though more kids would be great I am excited to have my body back in a more permanent state, it will be nice to get rid of all this baby gear too. Man, I have been bringing in things from our garage and babies take a WHOLE lot of room! It's nuts! It will be nice to enjoy the new chapter too! I am excited to watch the kids grow as they start school and start to accomplish new and fun things in their life. As this last 48 hours of pregnancy I will be cleaning and getting ready for this little guy to come! I have been working like a crazy lady around here trying to get things ready so that it's smooth sailing for everybody and myself. Christmas is up and so pretty all we need now is our tree. I am starting to get nervous too. The thought of that needle going into my back.......blahhhhhhh, gives me the creeps! The thought of recovering again.......yuck too! But the thought of this baby....ahhhhhhhhhh, BLISS! I get really giddy at the fact of holding him I can't wait! As far as names.....NO CLUE! This is a first for Terry and I, we knew Paige and Ty the second we knew their gender but this one we just can't decide so we'll wait until we look at him! This is really going to be a fun time! I'm excited to have this weight lifted off of me and have him out because he moves soooo much and when he moves the earth shakes too! I had a friend Pam take a few quick shots of this HUGE belly to which in some of these photos it doesn't look near as big as in person but it's really large! Thanks Pam! Enjoy seeing this because no more bellies for me!

Next post................MY BABY!!!!!!!! Can't wait to post all about him! I go in Friday and he'll be born around 8am!!!!