HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL' SIS !!!

Okay, so here's a shot out to my sis on her birthday! Wow,24 years old! Your getting old girl! I am so stinkin sad that I am not there to spend this birthday with you! I hear you party is going to a blast! A "wig and hat" party, how fun! Where do I begin! To start off I was 5 years old when Mom brought you home from the hospital and you and her slept in the downstairs guest/office room for a while. You slept in a white bassinet and I just would watch you. I seriously thought you were mine! I was so excited mom brought home a REAL live baby for me and not a Cabbage Patch doll. You were WAY better then that! When mom was doing stuff I would sneak in the room and pick you up out of the bassinet and hold you.....ahhhhhh! How I LOVED babies and I just LOVED you! I still love babies and I love you more. Well......you started to get bigger and more cranky! Man Tara, you could throw some mad fits/tantrums! That's when I went back to the Cabbage Patch dolls and that's when you started to go for my dolls too! UGH! Little siblings are sometimes no fun! You just HAD to have whatever I had! I remember when mom and Bob started dating and you just had to be with them 24/7! If they even shut the door for a second you would lay on the ground and kick the door until they opened it. Needless to say you have been attached to those two forever! I had fun when we were in Starletts together too. You were so cute in that outfit! Fun times! You have always been the "tell it like it is" one, that's for sure! I am the butter it up and you say what's on your mind! we have fought like MAD,crazy women! But all in all I love you to pieces!
My favorite is how you are with my kids...they LOVE you Tata!Paige NEVER forgets you in her nightly prayers. They adore you. I am so lucky to have you as a sister! You are always so much fun(except on your cranky days). You are always on lookout for cute clothes,shoes,purses and anything else that I like. You have done so much for me and the kids and I will be forever grateful for you! I hope to give you what you have given me and that's...real sister love. You're the best Tara and I can't wait to see you in couple of weeks. I have such a hard time thinking about what you're about to go through. I try sooooo hard to stay positive but I struggle. I have my days that's for sure. I just want you to know that their are people whom you have never met praying and pulling for you! I want you to know that I will be there for ANYTHING you need near or far I am there! You are a rock Tara and if anyone can go through this it's you! I love you Tara, yesterday,today and tomorrow! I love you, Terry loves you,Paige loves you and Ty loves you. As Paige would say......"I love my aunt Tata". Now go and have fun at your party!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! You are the best sister ever! Love you! xoxoxox