To wait or not to wait..........
So.... last week I went to my O.B.'s office to drop off some more business cards and get some more birth control pills and his nurse told me some not so great news......my beloved O.B.( I love him,he is the greatest guy) is pulling away from delivering babies and going towards Plastic surgery!!!!!! He'll be done about Spring'09. I freaked out! I walked back down to my car and had this crazy butterfly feeling in my stomach. If he stops doing the baby thing then I am sooooooo done. I don't want any other doctor and can't trust any other doctor with my background and condition. Does this mean I am done forever or should I try one last time and be done? My mother is going to read this and flip but mother......no worries mom!! I love families,babies,being pregnant,being a mom.....I love the WHOLE thing and to think that I passed up a chance to get one more baby would haunt me for life. I am NOT saying I am pregnant or am getting pregnant all I am saying is I am thinking about it and am making an appointment with my doc to go over some things. Who knows what the hec will happen? All I know is I have been dreaming about babies ever since. I know after I had Ty the doc said I really shouldn't have any more. He said maybe a 3rd but for sure there would not be a 4th. My uterus is what causes all my problems and something keeps telling me that if I had a 3rd it would need to be taken out which is fine by me. Who knows I am no doctor but I will let you know the scoop as soon as I talk to him. I mean the doctor is going to know most of everything I need to know. He will be a HUGE factor in my decision(along with prayer,fasting and temple visits). Sorry this is so personal but I just had to get this out. Please any comments will do! I need some advice.
Anywho........on to the COOL stuff! My husband surprised me with a new .MAC computer!!!!! Can I say..whoohoo! I am in love with this computer and it is going to make life with editing pictures a breeze! Thanks Terry you da man!
I need to post our fun filled camping trip pics up but I am still learning this new edition to our family.
I hope summer is treating you well, it is us and we our having fun! Love you guys!
6 comments:
Oh Tiffany! What a decision! I am sure that you will make the right choice, whatever it is.
Congrats on the new computer! Your husband is always surprising you with cool toys! Can't wait to see the new pictures.
So ya know, I am not one to always listen to the doctors... I think they don't always know everything... However, I think sometimes they do know somethings. I would just be SO careful. We would hate to see anything bad happen to you or a new baby. We love you too much. It sounds like Morrison is a great doc who has YOUR best interest at heart. I think I would rely heavily on whatever it is he says... and lots of prayers. Good luck with that. Its not an easy decision to make. But you & Terry will make the right one! If it doesn't happen, you have an AWESOME family right now and are so blessed. We love you guys!
Thanks Annette! I appreciate you comment and thoughts! I hope I can come to peace with SOME kind of answer. We'll see!!!
Oh Tiffany, that is just the most anxiety filled time, the WONDERING. Take what your doctor says and then PRAY, HARD, and get a blessing, I truly believe Heavenly Father will lead you to what is right for you and your family. Be reading the scriptures too with a prayer in your heart, you'll find so many answers. I KNOW what it feels like to have just always wanted to be a mommy and have that big mormon family, then be told you can't, but the Lord will strengthen you and be with you as you make these decisions, when you feel peace, you'll know. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Girl, All I got's to say is I need a partner in crime with my last baby pregnancy! Of course, I'd get over having 3 babies the same age if you decided not too! Much love to ya!!!!!!
the coolest chick on the block! ha ha, or soon to be on the block.
One thing is for sure whatever you decide, you can be greatful that you already have two children to love and they are beautiful. I think having kids stresses us all out no matter how many we have or when. It is a big deal and I think all moms feel a lot of pressure because we know it is what we are supposed to do. Whatever you decide will just be a choice and you go with it and enjoy the ones you have in the meantime!!
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